Heider votes

so chan soo sen(bet u all don't know who the heck is he right? Ha Ha Ha) won majority of the votes in my constituency.

seeing him on tv, it doesn't seem like he has THAT large a head after all. but it was quite amusing looking at him with thousands of garlands around his neck. all i could see was his head!

hur hur hur.

i was also amused by the Malay commentator on tv because the election results kept coming in and he didn't have the chance to update the Malay viewers. And when he finally got the chance, he was groping around for his notes with moments of awkward silence.

hur hur hur.

anyway, enough about the elections.

ohhmmmmm

I am at peace.

I am calm.

This must be what it feels like to be a grown up.

okay, maybe not.

This must be what it feels like to be sedated.

hur hur.

i'm in a better place now (does this make me seem as though i'm dead?) and things that used to bother me no longer bother me.

i must have let things go or maybe i've just lost the will to care. I think it's tiring to care sometimes.

in any case, tonight i was reacquainted with someone from my past. from the past? well, he was an old friend. i hadn't spoken to him for more than 5 years. i think.

i don't remember much but i remember the lies and i remember screaming "Aaaahh! Fuck off!"(oh shit sorry for the language..lol) into the phone, telling him never to call me again, sobbing( ok i kid wahaha), while my parents looked on in confusion.

tsk.

and me, outwardly expressing my emotions YET again.wahaha

hur hur.

i no longer hate him, not like i did then. my friend and i started a rumour that he had a green and rotting...ahem...appendage.

hur hur hur hur.

WHAT? I was young. I didn't know any better!

we (my friend and i) still discuss it from time to time, wondering if it's finally fallen off.

i am so evil.

hur hur.

anyway, he's in a bad place now and as much as i try to deny it, i can't.To be honest, i don't quite like that his life has fallen apart.

hur hur.

i do feel sorry for him but ironically, it makes me feel quite good that his life is quite rubbish right now. =.=

i love it when what has gone around finally comes around.

hur hur.

and as for this other situation which i was feeling rather ambivalent about, i'm letting it go. it's just too time-consuming to plot for evilness.

plus, i'm at peace and i am calm. yes.

hur hur.

but i wouldn't mind it if HIS appendage turns green and rots.

hur hur hur hur hur.

okay, i shall stop talking about castration and rotting appendage. this is not going to make me popular with the girls and would certainly not bring them to the yard.