the wait is over

i woke up today with an overwhelming feeling of nervousness. today's the release of O-Level results. i wasnt at first but after the dream i had the night before dat i would fail my english i got nervous.

I wanted to throw up, faint and feel every sick emotion that I could. Is this unnatural? Not really. The way I see it, if i fail, I'll get blamed for not studying enough or for not taking responsibility over my studies. Plus, if i fail, my parents are going to be in a bad mood and guess who will always happen to be in the line of fire?!

That's right.

But news just in. I passed all of my subjects, with the 3 distinctions and 3 Bs.Glad to have pass my Add Maths..distinction too!!! If you saw my Add Maths last time, you'd want to fail me too. Hur hur hur. As for getting B4 for my Combine Humanities, well that's hereditary so it's not my fault.(none of my siblings have ever got more than B4)

What's important, though, is that i'm able to continue my studies in a jc/poly and grow big brains like mr chua (my personal idol) :) Ha ha ha ha. Except mine went rotten after selling my soul to MI.

My peeps did well too..except for some of cos..listen up guys try to lighten up yeah?? it aint the end of cos. Yeah hoping to further my studies at TPJC or sumps....might even consider poly studies too. But jus hope i wont make a wrong decision and end up regretting of cos!

gawd!!

cant imagine the thought of that!!

Well, on the other end of the spectrum, at least none have YET to commit suicide.:) dats good rite?