I should include this in my memoirs

Gah!! today didnt go sperm hair eventually?!...wth..lols..ma hair too shortie la..yep yep..anihow will wait another 3 mths to grow longer ..heh yeah in the end,todae apparently cut cos of bladdie hair check tomolo..hope neva kena detention..

Anyway, I should explain why I'm posting so many times today.

The obvious reason is that I am bored.

The more perplexing reason is that this is how I deal with sorrow. I talk and amuse myself. Eventually I'll get tired and I'll cry.

hur hur hur.

But admittedly, it doesn't take much for me to cry these days.

I watched Project Runway the other day and I cried when they announced the winner. This is the real reason why I don't watch much reality TV. Someone loses every week. It's just too depressing!

Oh by the way, loyal readers of mine, I'm in a dilemma.

Say you know Person A and Person B. Person A said some not very nice things about Person B to you.

Then let's say that Person A and you had a falling out because Person A was not very nice. You do not like Person B either but pretend that you do because it's easier to do so than hating him/her.

So my dilemma is:

1) Do you tell Person B what Person A said? With hope, Person B will hate Person A as much as you do and you can both gang up against Person A?

or

2) Do you keep quiet and hope that Person A will eventually screw up and Person B will kill Person A?

or

3) Do you tell yourself to get a grip and that fantasizing about being evil to others is not a good pastime to have?

" What YOU or OTHERS think of ME is trivial
compared with what I think of MYSELF "